i've been sending you signals
i've been giving you signs
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i didn't receive the signals in the way you sent them
i was unable to read the signs
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perhaps if the signals had been sent in some sort of code via night stars
they twinkle on and off, kinda sorta giving me signs and signals of their own, of which i am very fond of receiving
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i wonder if we will ever be on the same page
i wonder if i too send you signals and signs that you might misread
i wonder if you wonder what i am wondering....
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and then there are the clouds-
i googled for a picture of clouds and printed in the 'non-word' ckloud
google understood
google said, 'did you mean cloud'
google didn't even use a question mark
that is how clear they were on what i was wanting/talking about
why can't relationships be the same
why is it people don't or can't be more clear on things that are said
having less misunderstandings
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but that isn't so
clouds - why
i view clouds in this way
(perhaps the same way you do)
they are almost always moving
continually forming new shapes
some, dark in color, kinda sorta appearing menacing
others, white as snow
wispy, inviting, alluring,
without touching them
i can almost feel their softness
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relationships
stars with twinkling signals
clouds changing form
hmmm
it's all very complicated - to me
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THE END
I have found that even though my heart wants to have closeness to another heart there still may be barriers formed, a wall is up and it may be rock solid. That's when patience kicks in and my Father holds me and reasures me that all is well and he is in control. The beauty I see each day such as clouds is a reminder to me of His love as I wait for answers to prayers..and wait for that other heart to respond......
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