"You want me to engage in this 'out of my comfort zone', 'out of the blue' conversation'?"
...or at least it felt like an invitation to me
But, I won't.
But, I can't.
...and so it was , I wore a fake grin, the one I felt you wanted me to put on. I made idle chat with you, to help my brain change gears - my heart couldn't bare more - at that moment.
When you engage in war, someone wins, someone loses.
I lost
kinda sorta feels like it is my destiny at this point
Mmm! Might feel like your destiny but the enemy of our soul wants us to think so..He is the loser! And he operates through people..We have to hush his voice..If you are not familiar with Battlefield of the Mind..I highly recommend it.It was most helpful during a hard time. In fact I should read it again.. (:
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