My day was going well then suddenly, everything was turned upside down.
'You take things too seriously.'
Perhaps so, but all I know is my heart is heavy as the sun was sinking low on the horizon. Here I go again, finding myself wrestling in a storm with questions that I can't find answers to. Feeling a wee bit of fear and uncertainity as I hear my heart cry out to be met with peace and understanding.
I retreat to my room as if it were my shelter. I take my pad and pen and begin to write hoping in my words answers will become clear to me.
...night passes into dawn. As I open my eyes I breath out a heavy sigh for the nights rest and birth of this new day brought with it, no changes. At least I thought so at first...
Funny how a warm and sincere hug can make all the difference. I will have to log that in my memory book that I hold in my heart. Maybe then next time I will not spend so much time searching for a hiding place hoping to find that place where peace and love live.
The long drives, stuffed in the back seat of our Pink Rambler, in between two sisters is where I learned the art of throwing daggers with my eyes and how many songs can be sung with words like 'this' and 'that', causing the tongue to shoot in the direction of whichever sister you were mad at the time with. All the while, having an excuse in the lyrics of the song. All that, and plethora more...
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