Fading Away

What happens when you are at a place you are sure you won't make it another moment, another step, what then?

Not even having the will to run or turn away.

Did I ever know what happiness was? Is there even such a thing or does adulthood and responsibilities become the thief?

What do I think on to not give into my barren thoughts and feelings?

Do I search for a new day, or will it find me?

Feels like I am fading away. To where - I don't know.

~N