It doesn't seem fair somehow. I am not sure what I expected. Well, I kinda sorta did, but what I am seeing, feeling and sensing were not on my mind's list.

I wonder if they are thinking reverse psychology would do the trick and accomplish gaining what they want from me.

Whatever it is, I am puzzled. I am hurting more than before. I thought this portion of transition would bring more peace to my heart, instead, it feels the knife is digging deeper.

Maybe worrying is a part of my life I will have to accept for awhile.
Maybe hurting will be an always thing I will have to accept.