I grew up being afraid of the dark. I played games in my mind to get me through moments of fear. You too?
At night, coming home alone from the skating rink when I was 11 or 12, I would walk along Monroe Street. Tall trees lined the side of the street I walked on. They seemed friendly. Hey, I was just a kid! I didn't give them names but I did make believe that they protected me on my walk.
I never figured how to flip off the light switch and be safely under the covers of my bed at the same time. After taking a running leap into my bed, I would lay there, clutching the edge of the sheet and cover until I would drift to sleep.
If I knew then what I know now, childhood would of been more free from that burden.
All along it was fear of the unknown, not the dark itself.
I know that now. It won't change the past but at least I don't have to have my bedroom arranged with the bed up under the light switch. :)
I do however, still have a fond memory of those trees along Monroe Street...
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