Most relationships begin with entertaining each other. The bad, depressed, don't feel good, stomp my feet, hate the world AND Microsoft days are usually held back in those early stages. Agree? Maybe you don't agree.
There is the other extreme - I feel like dancing - happy feet - GLORY shouting days.
In some relationships, those emotions I just mentioned, that are a part of what define a person are held back. Sometimes forever - egg shell walking. Once the pattern of egg shell walking is entered into, finding the escape button is almost impossible.
How then do you explain to your friend/partner/spouse, the change in your behavior?
When you grow weary of holding back who you really are, what else can they say but you have changed.
When in reality you haven't. You simply are being yourself finally. You have reached a place where you have 'come to be.'
The long drives, stuffed in the back seat of our Pink Rambler, in between two sisters is where I learned the art of throwing daggers with my eyes and how many songs can be sung with words like 'this' and 'that', causing the tongue to shoot in the direction of whichever sister you were mad at the time with. All the while, having an excuse in the lyrics of the song. All that, and plethora more...
About Me
- Pink Rambler Ramblings
- Me - Who and what: a woman overflowing with ideas and a need to put them into words. Why - For me to express. To share with others. Everything from very personal to random. Comments welcome and appreciated. Join my world.
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