there is a whole world down in the ocean that is filled with talking shrimp but my breath won't hold long enough.

a woman started growing where the seeds had been planted just like in the ad. they remembered to water her, for awhile....


there is a whole world off this island. all it takes is one long swim.

I laugh along but all the while, inside, I know what is true...


when I feel an attack coming on, I lock myself in the bathroom and laugh until I cry.

looking back on that day I can't help but wonder, did I bring this on myself?